Sing OUT my LuNGS!

"RM0.00 to all ECONS 3 student. Today Monday class is cancel. Miss Ambigah is on MC. TQ Segi."

@ 1.04 pm

"GREAT" service. 2pm class. Cancellation of class is informed an hour earlier before class starts.

At that time, I was having Tong Pak Fu @ Giza Mall with my college mate:

Sei Hui, Yumi, Jen, Ann, Chloe, Nommass, and Nicholas.

 Then we planned to:

Lalalala~~~ *Sing song

P/S. It's been one year plus that I had not been singing K with my friends. 

Before we leave Giza Mall, Ann and I manage to buy rings.

It's cheap. RM10 for two. :)

I shall take a photo with you wearing this ring, Ann!! :D

Cause we owned the same ring! 

My new baby bunny ring. <3 

We went to Loudspeaker nearby Giza Mall. 

We have two rooms for Karaoke which are room 13 and15.

Well, that two guys Nic and Nommass went for games. Well, Idk where they went.

Having two rooms were GREAT and AWSOME! 

We can go in and out from that two rooms while we also can choose songs.

We went in and out of the room for multiple times.

1st time of me being so hyper with college mate. Never did such thing before. 

(Don ask why cause certain reason. Not I don like them just some problem with me. They are great. Nothing to do with them. XD)

I went SIng K with Leng luis! <3
P/s All my besties in college. Je'taime!

Me with chloe. Credits to Seihui. <3

Chloe is the one who keep find the songs to sing.

 I sang a lot of disco songs with Sei Hui(the most active one), Ann and Chloe.

We turned crazy for the last moment singing Lady Gaga's songs. Gone crazy when Bad romance came in. 

We are jumping on the sofas.

I can't capture a perfect one cause they are jumping around while singing songs.
XD

Another one more sing K sing till lungs coming out! ^^v

This girl sing till kisiao. >.< Joking!!

This song is specially uploaded for you all.

I t's always a great time with you all.

Having great time singing songs with you all.

Just a very GREAT moment.

This is part of our last semester's memory. <3

Stronger than I used to be,today.

I am just who I am. :)

Stronger.
#KellyClarkson

Bon Odori @ Publika, Solaris Dutamas

21st July is the day we planned to go for Bon Odori (Japanese cultural night) which held at Publika,Solaris Dutamas. P/s My sister (Priscilla) and I.

We really enjoyed the times being together. :) 

First time going for Bon Odori so it sounds like I am so excited overall.

To be honest, I am so disappointed to go for Bon Odori cause :

1. It rains. (It held at the Square. P/s Outdoor.)

2. The Bon Odori's area is so small. Nothing much to see. :/

BUT

One thing is I am able to see those people wearing Kimono(Japanese clothing).

I want to wear it!! >.<

We just take a short walk at the Bon Odori area. Then, we walk around the shopping complex. 

Nothing much to see cause those things were so expensive! :X

My favourite sister with my favourite background.<3

This photo is requested to edit by my sister<3.

She asked me to edit it.

This is because we both owned the same brand bottle but different colour.

Did you realize?

We owned the same smile. :)

We are like TWINS!

Something is just settled without me knowing it.

Asking the right person at the right time.

The right thing can be done in right way.

I am turning more matured.
I feel.:)

Thrown Stone

 Alright, 20th July. It finally arrives. The day I was waiting for and hoping it not to come for the mean time.

A weird feeling ,right? This is a time of nervous + stress. Miracle. I did not nervous but just a slight of my heartbeats gone faster. Nothing much. Well, I saw a girl nervous 10X from me. *Standing up walking at the corridor. I am just sitting there calmly to wait for my turn. :) 

The examiner's name was Richard. I read briefly about his details outside the room. 

5 minutes later.. It's my turn! OMG.. GG this time. :X

Well, the examiner was so GREAT and FRIENDLY. 

First thing he said was "Good Morning, Wei Ling."

I have never expect a foreigner can pronouns my name so perfectly. 

Since he is so friendly, so I can make myself more comfortable but the air-cond spoiled everything. :(

Well, do not judge a book by it's cover. (I mean the examiner.)

He might give me an awful marks even though he seems so nice to me.

Who knows? Heard of back stab? Some sort of cases like that. 

Overall the exam going on is just pretty average. Though I knew I did not play well (due to the temperature) in this time but I gained one thing. A priceless thing. Confidence. I have never felt such way before. I know. I know I am turning stronger in performance. :D

I had gained so much experience in this exam. I<3 it!

Outfit of the day.

 Now, I shall mark a goodbye to this! Last syllabus of the pieces. 

It changes new syllabus every two years. 

Well, I heard from my piano teacher that the new songs is not nice to hear as comfortable as this.

FYI, I am the person that cannot play the song with feelings if  I do not like the melody. 

I know I am awful but no choice. 

This is the part of me that you never ever gonna take away from me. #Katy Perry

P/s my favourite singer <3

At night, I went for dinner with my parents @ Kepong Village.

This pot of TomYum is so Yummeh!

 Perhaps just for me cause I can't eat too spicy food.

Yummlicious! 

At night, I went to Kepong Village with my parents. 

I bought this pair of scandals!

Scandals are like man,
Not hard to find ,
But to find a man that really loves you is so hard.
I am the Cinderelle who is waiting for my Prince to wear the scandals for me.

I hope this is the borderline of this piece of bad July.

I wanted to do so much things which are out of my doings.

Unreachable.

I wants to see him. 

I want a carefree me.

I wanted so much priceless thing.

No valuable stuffs can touch my heart.

Creakz out time!

I have been busying over my assignment, tests for accounting and QM, homeworks, piano exams and so on. 

I am turning Crazy + Freak out =Creakz out.

Tomorrow is the date of my "suicidal"!!

I am just kidding. XD Not as serious as what I said. Just my piano exam final. 

Aww shit! I am feeling so calm. Seems so abnormal to me. 

I am thinking that: " I am suppose to be nervous."

Fine, might be tomorrow morning thing. Never mind. It will be alright. 

Thanks to those who wished me good luck!

I hope tomorrow will be a lucky day for me. Not a bad 13 on Friday, it is 20th!

Be positive. Aja aja fighting! :)

Well, today is 19th of July. One of my sister's birthday! 

Happy birthday, my baby lau!

FYI, this photo is taken 1 year ago so we looks a little different. :)

I still remembered that time she said that she is leaving to Ipoh after we shopping @ One Utama and I cried. 

I am miss you, lau!

Friendship is a never ending story,

if you give your heart to the person.

July Recession Stage

Time flies. It is the middle of July which I hates. I knew that I should not hate the time but I cannot stop it because too much ridiculous stuffs stuck with me. I am so stress-ed up! My stuffs are all jammed or stuck there! My assignments, piano exams, small tests for my econs and QM, accounting homeworks and etc. All these makes me feel so suck enough already. Yet, he planned to go out. Fine, I just tell him frankly "I have a lot of things to do." !@#$%#! Everything scolded out. "Why you have got so many days from thursday to saturday you still cannot get your work done?! What are you doing for that previous days? Spending time on dramas and going out for movie? Why aren't you spending your time on your on stuffs? Why you do not plan your time wisely?!" He does not knows what I am facing over. Fine. I just 

swallow everything up. He dig and dig and dig. "Sorry, I am not a robot. Please do not think that my stuffs will be done as fast as you thought. If I am a robot, I do not need three days time to get my work done."

Piano, I need to spend much time on it. The last class my piano teacher sounds like my results will not be the one I will be satisfied with. :( Why must he stab me some more deep?! I am feeling so pissed already. Argue for small matters. Annoyed for the past few years. Please. Leave me alone. I am so lazy to explain anymore. It is normal for tired people to rest and watch television for a while. Ignore my crapping if you felt annoyed.

I am lazy to say a meaningless sorry.

Though today was so "dark", but I still manage to snap some photos.

Pitaya Street is a restaurant with the main theme of dragon fruit.
It is located at the New Manjalara Kepong. 

This is my lunch of the day!
Dragon fruit sauce mix with mayonaise. 

A meaningless sorry, 

I am used to say it already,

It was not my fault being busy.

I am so tired of stuffs. 

I hope tomorrow might be a wonderful day.

Not my Day neither My month too.

"You sucking July! Faster Get out of my sight! I hate you, July! I do not even want to stay in this month for long! You never brought a great day for me at all. None."

Another bad day. July in 2012 is absolutely not my month. Things does not come well to me.

Early in the morning facing so much problems. When I decided to get my car for college, that idiotic neighbour parked his rubbish car very close to mine. He is well known crazy but I never thought of this idiot could park his car so close till I cannot even open the door. "What is the Fcking hell happen to you?" Well, never mind.. When I reached my college, I went to canteen. I sit with my friends. Turning on my laptop, it jammed there like a piece of junk shit. I never been so bad luck in the morning. Yet, I have unsettled stuffs within me. Making me so frustrated. One more, I mistaken that my Economics class is cancel today but originally it is next Monday. I left all my Economics stuffs at home.I have to re-do all my work. What is the problem with me? Absolutely disappointed. I end up doing all my work with my college mate Jen and Yumi. 

Give me a sucker punch. I feels like face palm myself too.

The day before I was crying like a bitch. I really does not know where I am suppose to belong. Crazy over stuffs. Stressed-up. Being positive. I have tried everything.

It does not give me a good ending. What I am suppose to do anymore? I am so tired. Feels like giving up upon those stuffs. Just-let-it-be. Let it be what it wanna be. Does not want to care what is happening next  anymore. I does not knows what I am crapping over. Ignore me if you really could. 

Well, I would like to thanks to my college mate too. Jen, Yumi and nicholas for making my time more usable. 

Thanks for spending so much time for accompany me. You guys are GREAT!

You make me feel that I am not suppose to face it alone. Thanks for the hug too, Jen. <3

Having friends around are not as bad as I thought when I am feeling bad. 

Thanks for colouring my day. :)

At the same time, sorry for what I had did today making anyone of my friend upset. I am really feeling so bad today. Sorry.

Me with my new beanie. I know I looks moody.
That is what I am for today temporarily.

I cried over the times,

I am so afraid of making you feel uncomfortable.

I am so sad over what you express yourself as,

I am feeling so lost and upset when I sees that word.

I really <3 you. I really do.

I want a forever even I know it does not exist.

P.s.  To be honest I hate this July because it does not even give me a great peace day before from the day one.

I have always been thinking: "July, get away please!"

I wanted today to be 16/7/2012. 

I want this painful July to get rid of my sight.

Hope Less Today

I thought today will be a better day. I never knew that it would be worst than yesterday's. Do YOU ever know that YOU are fooling with my life? I decided to give up on what I am actually doing but YOU 'pop' out on my tired eyes and YOU gave me that single hope. The next day, YOU took it away.

Those feelings is like owing someone something and I make another person felt so depressed.

And I tried to not let it to pictures it like it is so irresponsible. Sometimes, I really felt so hard being myself. 

Hiding all my emotions behind me. I could not dare to show it out cause I does not wants to be questioned. But.. Why YOU always make me disappointed? It is really fun to put me under such conditions?

Always making me weak in front of somebody else. It is so not fun. STOP IT!

Like I said "YOU can fool all my yesterday's but not my today's." Please let me go.

Either YOU show me the right way to be or the way that I should not go for. Please. I do not want a hopeless hope. Do not make me have a no choice. 

Believe or not this is a soap?
At first I thought it was a jelly, cause it really smells like jelly.
This thingy belongs to my friend, ann and chloe.

Sunny day

Morning class on Friday. Sounds so sleepy~~~ >.~

*yawns* morning Econs class. 

I had a unexpected thing happen to me.

I went to toilet during the class hour. Suddenly, a black guy pretend that he does not know how to use a vending machine. Shit! I knew he lied but no use cause he asked me. It is impossible that I go away when a person says he does not knows how to use the vending machine.
Well, okay. It does not matter. After I had helped him, he asked "can I have your number?" SHIT! I was like.. "err...I do not think it is good to give number to strangers." He says " It's nothing. I just want to sent sms to you. Do not worry. I just want to say hi to you.

Wtf? I wonder why I give him my number. Regrets*

I have nothing to say but I am so scared till I do not know what I am suppose to do.

He even sends me a text "Thanks for giving me your number." Feeling weird.

The weather today is so beautiful. The skies are so clear.
The view is crystal clear.

My dinner.>>>>>

That particular nuggets had got me injured my hand. 

So painful!! Ouch!!

Well, I posted on facebook. My college mate asked me to cook for them. Someone even says  looks like MCD. ==

Just normal cooking only.

I realized. 

Leaving things alone, will make situation better. :)

I felt relaxed days ago, 

and in the end the results turn better. 

Feels so great!

Alive again.

Today QM3 test got me GG! Carelessly did some random mistakes. I bet 10marks++ will be gone. Well, I do cares but I should not be bother about it cause it is over. What should be done I had already done all that I have known. So just give myself a break. I does not want to pull myself to be stress once again. :)

I am here to tell you that I am ALIVE again. Yes, it is again.

I got this from an idiot. Cause I double parking at that hour there is no parking for me.

I does not want to go to the opposite cova there cause it is so dangerous there. >.<

This idiot I do not even receive any missed calls or voicemails of his number. How could I ever know. Or segi is best known as emergency calls almost all the time. Even if somebody park like that, you should not even write something like that to that particular person.

You have wonders? "What does the photo means?" I know my drawing skill sucks but I bet you should understand that it is a snatch theft case. It is happening around Malaysia. I heard two cases today.

I heard one happening at Kota Damansara bus stop nearby Segi. There are three indian men. One in the car and two taking knife trying to catch the girl. The car plat number is WGU 5576. That girl was lucky that a guy helped him but in the end he got himself in trouble. One of man chase that guy. 

Another one is a case happen at the shop behind my house. :/

I really wonders why those idiots are so inhuman! Aren't you guys human too?

Killing and snatching is fun,huh? Why not snatching your own stuffs and killing yourself since you love to kill so much?! Do not take excuse of taking pills(drugs) that make you brave to do it! 

It is your fault! Taking drugs is illegal in the country. Please be a kind human. Give everyone a peaceful country. No one wants to stay in a dangerous country!

Let it Go.

Though yesterday was pain that best describe by pulling the part of your scar away. It is ten times painful beyond that. You wouldn't want to know those fears and pain mixing inside you. Loneliness and trying to be strong. Feeling useless in life. I does not know. Not even how to describe it. I shall erase the part of memory that yesterday took for me. The day before I was blaming and scolding at YOU. The next day YOU saved my life for making myself wear a suit that fulfill the request for my presentation. I doesn't want to explain further. I just want to thank YOU for saving my day but not my entire life. YOU does not make my life to be better. Just do a little thing like that you think I will be so damn grateful? Fine, just a thank you. That is it.

I lost track of everything today. I forgot today's presentation and also tomorrow's test. Well, to all my blog readers: "Don't worry I am fine."

Perhaps today does not become one of my great day but I will recover soon. 

I still have a better tomorrow. Same to you guys too. <3

A snap with my classmates and my economics teacher.
This is part of my sem 3 memory.
Thanks for these memories my friends. :)

Friendship is not fragile,

if trust among friends are strong.

02072012<3
One year and a half

New opening Sushi king @ Kepong Village

There is a 20% offer for the new opening Sushi King at Kepong Village.
My aunt asked us to go for lunch. For that 20% discount only will attract us or else I do not think we might be going. XD
Alright let the pictures to talk.

My little niece, Jolly, Cute but naughty. >.<
I uploaded the photo for the original options but it comes out horizontal. :/
Sorry, I am being lazy to do it again.

My niece follows where ever my brother goes cause she said my brother very leng zai. XD

Sushi King-ing @ Kepong Village.

Couquet my brother told me. It is a potato type of food.

Look at that smiley face.

Jiang jiang jiang ~Ramen.

Hard to capture a nice photo of her cause she always hide from my camera.

Yummeh!

Thanks to my aunt for bringing us here. :)

Brother, what are u doing there? Eat la! 

This is arranged by my little brother. sounds lifeless. Yeap. I know

The plates for all of us. 4 of us. >.<

                                              

Jolly eating ice-cream. <3

Performance downstairs by some children. They are totally talented!

I did not manage to capture the other small boy's picture. He was totally awsome!

Cha cha ngm bo~~~ by her. She was great.

Tang yuan~ Saw the brown thingy there?
Inside got TangYuan (glutinous rice ball).

Some modern songs by her. very noisy.
She is 12.. Do you believe your eyes?

I heard my aunt says this xiao mei mei also perform.
I was so curious. How she perform? So small.

Understand-Me-Not

I am feeling so suck. Believe or not I just cried. Do not ask why. Please just read and go on or else just Alt+f4. You are so lucky today you manage to see me post 2 posts. I am suppose to do some other thing else but someone ran into my world and got me down. Do not ask who. First day of the fucking July. I am started to hate this July. It would not be a better month for me. I know it. So could you just leave me alone. 

I does not need any people to interfere with my matters. Leave me absolutely alone. I prefer alone than anything. Do not comfort me. Pointless. It will only make me to cry in front of you. I hates to cry in front of people. What do YOU expect from me? I am so frustrated. Got me look at myself like a Bitch. Crying over and over. Life never gets better from that moment onwards. Arguments always comes. When the hell it will ends? It is not my matter okay?

I have not been requesting anything in my life why must you interfere over and over again. Why are you making my life complicated? Do you know how I suffer for the past few years. And NOW I was able to stand up strong since last month why must you make people feels that I am weak in front of them?

This can happen anytime around July but not the first day. Why YOU choose today for me?

I am feeling so fucking stress over all my stuffs. I want to be a better friend of people and it got me like I am a real Bitch that does not worth anyone to treat me good. Finding over a true friend to talk about matters really hard cause I  does not have the courage to trust in anyone else. Why? 

Every time such thing happen it will totally affect my performance on my piano. I am facing my final pieces exam on the 20th. I was so afraid. I never have such feeling before this. Perhaps I put too high expectation on it. I wanted to be a good student, good girl, good lover and so on. Things doesn't comes out well. I know I am so suck that I cannot even forgive myself. Hurting myself over and over again. 

It is totally not my day today, 1st July 2012.

It is my black Sunday.

DO NOT ASK ME A SINGLE THING.

I WILL TALK TO YOU IF I WOULD LIKE TO.