Complicated

Hey, it's been quite some time I didn't post anything here. Not even anywhere else. My life was kind of busy as it step into 2014. Perhaps it was my mind busy or maybe I am physically busy. I am not sure. I was thinking that I could have much better life by making myself to work hard but it takes quite some time to reach something I really hoped for quite some time. Somehow I felt that I am just endlessly chasing over something that never going to happen. Perhaps it was just a dream. I hope not.
I am having insomnia tonight. My words are just like a drunkards babbling over something that they don't understand. Just ignore me. I can't sleep. Thousands of rubbish running in my mind. I am psycho. Perhaps this is life. Night.