November illness

In this moment of life I am feeling so damn depressed. Is it because I stayed too positive and negative stuffs will attack me? I seriously had no idea. It seems like life is such a depressing thing in this moment. I can't smile happily. I can't face things fearlessly. I am so scared. So worried but I am not sure who I should talk to. Talking the same old thing again and again to the person, he or she might feel annoyed. But I really need someone to accompany and talk to. Feeling so useless why can't I stay positive. Why am I feeling so scared. Trauma cause of bad stuffs coming to me continuously? Seriously. I met an accident when I was driving but it was just some minor one. It was then settled. And yet, I had been consulting doctors for four times in this month. Seriously scary. Each time different problem. First time my irregular growing of wisdom teeth. Secondly, my eye problem. Third, falling sick. Lastly, tooth canal infection. I went through so much. At first I faced these problems positively, but until the last fucking problem I can't stand anymore. Why the hell choosing me for these rubbish?!! And it just doesn't stop you know? I am very tired. Please stop all these. Feeling so damn worried on my tooth.. I am just so scared. I have no more idea on how to get it recover. I had finished the last dose of medicine but it still not yet fully recover. Although I had finished my presentation today but I am seriously not myself for today. I cant smile as happy I was. Telling people they say that I am over worried. Is this the character of perfectionist? Wants everything to be perfect? Well, I am tired of problems coming continuously. I had enough.. I need some break from the negatives please!
November just hate me without any reason.

Sorry, I was being emotional tonight. I just need to express my feelings. 

Coffee Stain by Joseph

Saying Hello to my dear readers! *waves*  

I am having busy moments as it is coming towards the year end which is my busiest time of the year. As you all know, I am always being busy during the year end. Why? Because I am busy for my studies and preparation for my recital as well. What about you all? I hope you are enjoying your life as usual. Me? I am actually enjoying my life much more these days. I learnt that I must appreciate things around. "Don't take things for granted."  

Instead of enjoying my life, I am currently busy with my assignments. I have 2 assignments to pass up next week. It seems like I should be crazy over these assignments right? Yup. I am struggling so I went out with two of my buddies, Wai Hong and Cherub yesterday for some discussion at Coffee Stain in Publika, Solaris Dutamas. We are more or less having fun while discussing our assignments. I seriously like the ambience there although it is not a perfect spot for assignments. 

Signature coffee which the cubes are coffee
and you will need to pour the
milk into the glass and it will turn into a coffee.
*Forget the name*
Costs around RM 15

My "Hot Chocolate"I loved it.
Costs around RM 10

3D art Chocolate
It is just a plain cup of hot chocolate with a 3D art on it.
To be honest it is too cute that I will not willing to drink it.
Costs around RM 15.

Le buddies! :)

Just a simple and short post. Hope you will like it. :)

Sorry for my readers who waited for my new post and request for a new post.

Thanks for reading! 

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