Chuenli's Birthday!

Finally I can blog after having so much troubles with my new phone memory stuffs. I can't find my photos files in the SD card so it delayed my post. Cause I am new to use le phone! Yes, I bought my new phone. Well, I am not telling stories about my phone in this post because the main topic is my best friend's birthday! It's a celebration for the expressionless girl which is my Primary + High School BFF. It's been 10 years of our friendship. Thank god for letting me to have best friends like you both! :)

Alright, let's talk about what happen on that particular  day. Well, we helped her to celebrate her belated birthday as I had work on the day before. First of all, Xin Wei and I decided to gang bang her house and we pakat with Chuenli's mother. At first we went to De Pastry at Manjalara to buy a cake for her. Then, we sneaked into her house as she was busy with her assignments. She did not even realized that we entered her house. Later on we surprised her with a "watermelon cake". With such surprise she can't even have any single expression on her face so that is why we called her Le expressionless girl.

As my sister is a very boyish type of girl, I bought a present to prank her. Hehe! 

It is a very girlish pouch. :P

Da-da! Le present!

Then Xin Wei and I played with Kylie's violin to pretend as a violonist.

Le musician.

Future violinist. XD
Credits to my sista, Xin Wei.

Later on, we ask Chuenli (Le birthday girl) to draw each of us a portrait.

Le potrait of me drawn by Chuenli.

Le artist.

We had too much fun on that day! :P
I am so glad to have you two in my life!
Thanks god for arranging us to be sisters.

Survive in July

Bello! (Minion virus) Hehehe! To be very honest, I am suppose to be satisfy with everything in my life but human will never satisfy in their life. Just like a term that I learnt from Economics last time "human have unlimited needs". So like I said that July was the worst month in my life ever. YES, it is absolutely an awful month. Nothing goes well as July enters my life. This was true. There were too many rubbish coming all in one to make me to deal with it. Yet, I am so tired of it. JULY why you be no good to me?  My friend, Yumi realized that July always "treat" me badly as last year's July I cried hard and suffered. So, no history repeats for it. I gotta control over it! Never get life to control over me but I will be the one to control this life. Because this is my life! Well, my music school, Seimpi is having a recital tomorrow. Yes. I will be performing. It's an absolute classical concert. My teacher says that it is a very formal concert. I just got to know that classical type concerts are very strict as in "You MUST be absolute SILENT when the performer is playing the piano." Second rule is you must not get in or out of the hall when the performer is playing his pieces. I only get to know it now. LOL I am seriously not ready for the performance yet. My fingers are like not firm enough to play the pieces. Anyway, wish me best of luck! I hope to perform it well tomorrow! 

Alright, before I end this post, I would like to wish my sister, Wei Ern Happy Birthday! Love you. <3

My sister and I

I survived in July!

Write to release stress!

How am I doing recently? Don't ask. I never been having any beautiful, fantasy, enjoyable, carefree, stress-free, wonderful, amazing and etc life. People might say that I am facing my life in a negative way but I do not think so. It's people that make my life painful, tired, depressed, complicated, disturbing, irritating and so on. FML. I can't see any fucking thing that make my life better in future. I had been working so damn hard. Struggling. As if I am going to fall but I am still holding onto it but what do I get in the end? Nothing. I get nothing. My life never been easy. I had been struggling hard. Clinging onto that so-called happy thingy/ Who even cares? Nobody gives a damn to it. I am talking shits either. I never wanted to tell myself how the hell I hate this life. I just want to make it better but I can't help it. Nothing makes my life happier. Feeling wanted and so on. I am just everyone's burden. Hate me. I know cause I hate myself too. Don't feel sorry when you read it. I don't need anyone's sympathy! I know I suck. It's  just to release my stress. Sorry if I had disturbed your mind. Its just some rubbish. Ignore me.