Tense smile

My absence of blogging. I am so sorry to my dear readers. I was away for a few days leaving my blog empty without posting anything. Actually, I am so busy dealing with stuffs. Sounds like I am so busy right? Actually not. I am being lazy. Absent minded all the times. I wonder why.. 

Well, as you knows I am having trial exam(piano) on last friday. The results is out. Asking me my marks?

I could only tell you that it did not really come out well. I am not satisfied. I am giving much and much pressure to myself but I still cannot play it well. I just passed only. Feeling so disappointed. I am trying to cheer myself up. More efforts should be put in it. I wonder how can I avoid from Absent minded. I always have absent minded when I am playing piano. In the end it does not comes out well.

Yet, I have to face my studies too. Having small tests. It seem like a trend for these few weeks.. I bet coming is going to be assignments. I am so afraid that I will abandon either one. These really makes me sick. 

I think I will be away from blog until 20th July unless there are any exceptional. 

People says when a person give you a smile it warms ones heart.

Sometimes, I really wants my own dreamland. 

A land which is peace without anyone except me,

and there is a grand piano in the middle of the land.

I am playing piano in a cloudy land.

Is it called heaven?

Busy and Bored time.

My life is being busy and bored lately.

That is why I spend less time on blogging.

1. I am busy over my coming exams.

(Piano, accounting and etc.)

2. I am sort of lay behind of the syllabus.

Feeling so depressed over things like these.

3. Addicted to drama.. SHIT! D=

4. Assignments are coming. OMFG.

Just attended the piano master class today. Sounds so  bad in aural. WTF I am going to do Aural without my piano teacher?

The place which I am going for piano exam.

Sometimes, I can't judge that you're right,

but you needed our support.

We will always be there for you.

Well, what the fking matter is those parents on?

Hurting the poor guy like that.

I can totally see how down he was.

Though it doesn't happen on me but I can feel the pain and anger.

Overall is just a misunderstandings.

Which a person send a wrong message to the others.

Be-Lated Father's day post.

Honestly, all I am doing recently is making me feeling so stress.

I am so busy till I do not have much time for myself. 

Fine, let's talk about father's day event.

No where else to go but going to Hulu Langat Batu 13.5.

For what?

Of course for lunch la!

While waiting for my relative to come which they are on the way to there.

My little brother and I snap a few stupid photos.

Don't laugh please when you see this photo.

It is an effect of the camera..

It makes me feels like I am a goldfish.

This view looks nice but actually that day was so misty.

Do not mistaken. It is smoky.

Happy birthday BB and Uncle.

Look at my niece Xuan Xuan with the dirty mouth.

Birthday cake of my uncle and my niece.

This cake looks nice but awful to eat.

This ice-cream also awful too. It is so creamy. Feeling so eww to eat it.

And Guess what? It costs 5 bucks each.

Not worth it!!

Outfit of the day. First time wearing a long skirt like this. :)

Bought these from Guardian at Brem Mall. It costs me RM 65.70 for both.

Let me introduce you the wonderful ice kacang at Kepong.

It is located at Fei Zai Man at Wai Sek Kai. 

Both Yummy Yummy too!!!

I only like rojak's mango. Cause it is sour. <3

This is a stall which sells nasi lemak. 

Everytime at 7pm people are queuing up for Nasi Lemak. 

One thing I realize is that I did not take any photo with my dad.

Cause he does really likes to take photo. Idk how to explain.

Nevermind.

Mirror mirror on the wall,

Who is the happiest of them all?

See the Smile?

Annoyed day. First thing comes to me when I reach my accounting class (R3.6)  is class cancelled for the morning and afternoon session. Dafuq?! * the whole class mouth turn O shape*
Plus, we have to sit down to listen to Miss Shanti (Head of Foundation faculty) "lectures" for about 1 hr.
It is almost all about the apologies and also her plannings.
"WTF? I really disappointed!! I shouldn't have come to school all the way from home. :("
Well, it's okay. I going Ou with my friends. :) Just to shop for a little while and go home while my friends went for a movie and I went back with my friend, Evon.

While walking at the shops... Promod. 

One of the shop I went with my friends.

P.s. my friend , chloe works there as a part time promoter.

And we saw these pair of shoes. Guess how much is the middle ones?

It cost 200 bucks ++.. OMG! 

My friend, Seihui and I was like OMG! 

:O

A book that I rushed to buy before I am going home.

It is for my youngest brother's belated birthday present. :)

 At first I decided to put the present in the cupboard but in the end it looks like this.

When my little bro decided to take his clothes from the cupboard, he SAW the PRESENT.

"OMG! Sis, did you bought it for me??"

It is actually a present which I shared with my another bro, Ken.

Yup! 

"I loved this book!!" <3

 One of my favourite <3 food. 

Sotong! I loved it!!!
Thanks to auntie serene! :)

Lastly, it's a sorbet! Melon flavour. :)

As part of my breakfast.:P

This song best describes my feelings recently. Yeah! :) 

It is partly the same as my life somehow BUT Not BREAK UP part!

Emphasis on it cause I am still in LOVe. <3

Publika Explorer.

                 The onion Malaysia's new castle which I passed by on the way to Publika. 

                                  

Do you know what it had been a few months my family and I passed by Publika and we did not realize that it was a shopping mall. OMG! It is so amazing nice structure outside with food stalls and on. We just thought it was just a office building. Unbelievably, it was a half office building which connected to the mall.

Amazingly, publika has 7 basement. OMFG! And we need to go until the B7 to get into the carkpark. Such a troublesome place.

The area that we parked at Publika.

While waiting for lift, this is what I capture.

Dad, mom and little brother. :)

Just a random photo of the entrance of the merry go round. :)

I loved the view of mery go round cause it seems so wonderful. Give me the feel of childhood. 

And it is what I saw when I first step into the mall.

Life is life turning round and round. 
Sometimes it gives you a serious headache about life.
However, if it is good, it will give you a smile on your face without you realize it.
If it is bad, it will turn you crying or sad for the time which you realize it was a huge pain

Random area at the lobby of Publika.

This is the first shopping complex that make me feel like I am walking at a open area of shopping complex but with air-conditioner. I seriously love Publika design. 

At first I thought publika is topless but it had just a piece off glass which enable you to see through it to the.sky.
I<3it!

Moo Moo Ice-cream cow cow. A Gold cow. ^^

Random pose by me and my family.

 Dafuq?! I am taking photo at the toilet?

Actually I was impressed by the toilet. 

It is so damn huge but less rooms for toilets.
However the room in the toilet itself is bigger than certain shopping complex twice.

I feel like so special. 

Oppss! Topic about toilet. Sorry. XD

At supermarket.. It is like those supermarket at overseas.

70% of the products are imported products.

This is a fridge look case for the wine. :)

                                             

Oh my goshh!! My little brother is going to drink the wine.

Just random. My bro say it is cute take a picture of it. :)

I bought this at the entrance of the supermarket. Me love it! <3

This is way too yummy. I loved it!!!
Choco is so wonderful. Strawberries is so different.

This is a MP3 player? Omg. Do you believe it? It is just so small..
I know I sounds like kampong people. 

 Let me introduce. This is the Food court! LOL.

The food court is designed based on shanghai style. 

They even play shanghai song. I feel so geli.

As you know those shanghai song is with high pitch. >.<

Publika food court. Shanghai feel.

 Chatime at the food court. They also follows the Shanghai style.
I think Chatime at this place have less business cause I see this place is the most peace place of the mall. 

Perhaps someday it have more customers? 

Lastly, this robot at some random place of Publika.

Wonderful design right?

Using recycle stuffs.

A robot with skirts. 

This is me I am no way hiding what I wanna be. 

I will be as happy as you want me to live.

As wonderful I want myself to be.

I will the strong one,trust me.

Rushing Time.

The first thing I remember when I wake up is HOLY SHIT!! My piano exam pieces!! 20th July is coming.
There are 6 more weeks. How am I going to cope with my pieces?! My third piece,Flood-Time. I cannot control the speed yet.. It is 144 on the metronome but I am playing at the speed of 116. I have 6 more stage to go. OMFG! I am so depressed! Very very worried. But in the end, my teacher said my 3rd piece improved but my 1st and 2nd does not maintain as good as last time. Omg... It is so imbalance. My scales, my aural test and pieces. How the hell am I going to deal with it now? I have got to work on with my studies. How?! I think I need double extra work hard. I do not want to fail in my pieces. I must balance everything up ASAP! 6 weeks. Planning should be done from now. I do not wants any regrets. I want a satisfy result. Say Good Luck to me. :) Same to those who are working hard or striving for the best people.

My Vanila ice-cream. <3

I finally told the truth but I do not know what I did was right or wrong.
Do we really need to think of people's feelings before take an action?

Can't you see it?

I am having a presentation today. I have gotta wake up at 6.30 am. I am energetic. I have gotta rush out from house early. Fine, I reached there around 7.38 maybe. My coll-mate Nicholas parked opposite of me. >.< Fine, now I shall go for presentation. :) The process of presentation.... ermm.. Rather nervous at first. I shivered like what I did at the first presentation for GLT. Well, though I shivered but I do not know why I can speak more and more without "ee, aaarrr, ermm......" I can speak those points out of slides. OMFG! This is so unbelievable. For me today. My collmate, Sei Hui says "Hey! I can see you shivered just now." I knows but no one ever realize I spoke those points out of my preparation. Do you know what? All our presentation is like a piece of shit. Being step by my lecturer by asking how much rate will my classmate give us for the rate of 5 is the best. She decided to say 1 but after all my classmates says 3(average). Then only she put her faker face on and says alright 3. But actually it is suppose to be 3 and below she emphasize. :(

Well, today seems like a funny, weird and hate day for me. There are a lot of things happening today. 

Funny and weird is a girl which is from FIA (foundation in Arts) having Intro to Business Tutorial class with my class FIC (Foundation in commerce). Do you know what she did? Have you checked my facebook?! 

OMFG! She leaned on me and talked a lot a lot beside me. FYI, I just know her for about 30 minutes ++ or less than that. She leaned on me like a very close friend. I was totally froze and what I was thinking is "Can you just get your head off my shoulder? We aren't that close. Aren't we?"
Fine, ignore her. There is another human being more worst. Digiman! (Sorry, not you digi. It is one of my college mate. Borrow me your name for a while.) I realize I was being followed by someone recently. 

P.S. He is abandoned by most of the people in class. 

Seen my Facebook post?

"i am feeling so insecure goin segi nowadays.. 我被人跟踪。 Fuu @##！？ 死Digimannn!!! 你好恐怖！"

"i have no advantage for u to take. Shooo away! Don put ur fking head behind my shoulder before i give u a punch. Stop tailing me. You r scary. Don make me to bring a guard with me when i m going to my car. You knw who u r. If u still continuosly do it, i will tag u in this post. Or i share ur fb out!!"

I purposely posted this for that idiotic person to see.

FYI, this idiotic person had been continuosly followed me recently. It did not happen for the previous semester. He appeared almost all the time when I was alone. SHIT!!! I do not want to be the target!! This is very obvious. My friend also said it. It's been a few times. Now I feel like having a security guard for myself.

In the morning, I was feeling like buying a pack of milk then this idiotic person appeared behind me. One thing I totally hate is he always appeared behind people with his "extended neck" and got the head to be close to another person's head. Just in a simple it is almost a face contact. This idiotic guy make me to be so scared and I asked my guy friend to accompany me to get my car. I hate this!!! This is the 2nd time. Before this, the Flying Ball and Digiman. 

Could you guys just give me a peace time?

Outfit for presentation :)

This is my lunch. So yummeh!! I <3ing it.

Penang Char Kuey Teow by Moma!

Dinner. Mosquito rice. haha! It is direct translate from cantonese-Mun Fan.

This is the mosquito rice i mentioned.

Put your name to check is it you the idiot

Random Time.

I am preparing for tomorrow's presentation. Feeling bored and decided to post some Random ones on my blog. It is for intro to business tomorrow. I am going to present about stakeholder and stockholders, and the business environment. Much and much I do not know more about it. I do not know what I am talking. Hehe! :D Just wish me good luck that is it. 

Bussy!

I am so busy with my undone works so my blog was not updated currently. 

1. Presentation for Intro to business the day after tomorrow. Need to find more points.

2. Need to catch up with syllabus.

3. Doing homework and revision. Tonnes to do. (Perhaps I am worried of Sem 3)

4. Gotta be hardworking to practice piano. I am so damn worried. July is coming after June.. Some more

20th.. I am so suck at the last piece gotta "ga yao ga yao"(means work hard)!

5. Catch up with un-adapt life. (nevermind. you will not know What I said.)

I drove to college with my college mate. When we reached college, we decided to go to faculty to take homework. On our way there, we passed by Auditorium A. Guess what? We heard melodious melody from inside. There are two staff asked us to go in for the orchestra. OMG! Orchestra at Segi? Am I dreaming? Why am I so lucky today? I had not been for an orchestra before. I decided to go for one and today my dream come true. It is my first time to for an orchestra. P.s. My piano teacher had been encouraging me for it. It is my first time listening to the performer to play such melodious melody! My first time having such a close distance from those instruments : Violin, Viola, Cello and Timpani (If I am not mistaken). Oh my MUsic! I love you so much!!! Sorry for over addicted to the topic of music. FYI, I skipped half an hour of my Econs tutorial class for the orchestra. WORTH IT!

Let me share the wonderful performance to you, my reader. <3

I recorded a lot of the music they played but very hard to upload.. I will upload if I have a chance to. 

 This is the longest performance of all. Around 11 mins++.

But it is just so wonderful that I wants to listen to it again. 

Whenever they play the piece, I can feel my heartbeats follows the rhythm. 

It beats fast.

To  be honest what I am impressed during the performance is not the violin and cello but it was the flute played by the white shirt guy. Looking at him playing the flute for so long. It needs a lot of  oxygen. Look at that guy's face. It is totally red. I was totally impressed. How he can do that?

Alright that is it for my post today. 

I need to continue with my undone work. :)

Have a nice day.