Hope Less Today

I thought today will be a better day. I never knew that it would be worst than yesterday's. Do YOU ever know that YOU are fooling with my life? I decided to give up on what I am actually doing but YOU 'pop' out on my tired eyes and YOU gave me that single hope. The next day, YOU took it away.

Those feelings is like owing someone something and I make another person felt so depressed.

And I tried to not let it to pictures it like it is so irresponsible. Sometimes, I really felt so hard being myself. 

Hiding all my emotions behind me. I could not dare to show it out cause I does not wants to be questioned. But.. Why YOU always make me disappointed? It is really fun to put me under such conditions?

Always making me weak in front of somebody else. It is so not fun. STOP IT!

Like I said "YOU can fool all my yesterday's but not my today's." Please let me go.

Either YOU show me the right way to be or the way that I should not go for. Please. I do not want a hopeless hope. Do not make me have a no choice. 

Believe or not this is a soap?
At first I thought it was a jelly, cause it really smells like jelly.
This thingy belongs to my friend, ann and chloe.