It is time to let it go. I had grown up and I want to be more matured. Want to stop all the "emo" stuffs. Everything happened few years back and I just cannot let it go until today. Stressful, unhappy, rude, stubborn, naive, etc gotten into my life from that day itself (back to those days in high school). These stuffs just stick to me for so long and I just realize it today. I used to blame people and my life for being so lousy and troublesome to me. I did had some self-reflection sometimes when something happened but just because of pride I really do not know how to face people with it. Well, I do lower down my pride to say a simple sorry to that person but I did it reluctantly. To me, saying sorry was just for making that person to not angry at me. No, it proves me wrong. Saying sorry doesn't mean that you are losing any pride. Saying sorry is just to make you to get things over and refresh your life. Forget about the hate and start to forgive. This will lead you to have a better life. No point of hating people as life is just too short to hate people. Last time, I used to domineer people to agree with my thoughts as I felt that it was right. To be honest, there is nothing right or wrong in this world. If we see things from different angle, we will realize that there are too much alternatives. What for so stubborn to stay with that single path? Like what people used to say "If plan A and B fail, we still have plan C". If plan C fail, we still have D,E,F,G,.....,Z. There will always be a path that suits you.
All these stuffs happen to me in family, relationships, friends etc. I was just too stubborn to hold onto one thing. I was too focused on myself and never thought of other people's feelings and it got me having troubles. Well, it will all ends today and I shall have a new start. Life is given from God for us to cherish ourselves so live happily. If life really got stuck, we can press the refresh button anytime just like refreshing web pages. Nothing really that bad thinking from another angle. All it does just make me feel better and lesser burdens.
Another thing was hopes and promises really can hurt a person very deep. Yet, I am the person that really trust 100% for it but the more I trust, the more disappointed I get. So people don't hoped too high or give any empty promises. It hurt ones a lot. I got insecure after all because I hoped too high for certain stuffs and always want it to be in my way. In the end, I got myself hurt.
My reflections sometimes makes me feel so guilty about myself and my life too. Why I never appreciate myself first before taking care of so much things? Making my life like hell and never got so happy for so long. Alright, now it's just like my burdens turn less. All these torturing stuffs will stop on 16/8/2013. The next day will be the real great start.
After one incident happened recently, I realized that I should let go of everything to enjoy my life. I should be more matured too! Now, I shall learn to forgive; accept and listen to people's opinion first; never get too stubborn; don't hope too high; don't give empty promises and learn to let go.
Forget all the pain and restart a new life. Tomorrow is a new beginning.
"I hoped too high, fall too deep and got myself injured."
I learnt my lessons in life.
What about you?
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