Down For Now!

I am done with my English 2 paper! I know that my blog seems like it is already dead but I am trying my best to write new posts for it. Currently I am not in a very good situation. Facing too much problems and even as busy as a bee. I have to settle too much problems and my personal emotions. Its very shaky recently. I got depressed easily without any reason. It is not like no reason but just some sort of reasons. My mom is sick and I gotta take care of her. I am facing the UK papers very soon and I gotta study for it but I have no mood for these stuffs. My boss even give pressure on me. How can I ever not STRESS? If you guys thought that my work got me stressed up, you are wrong. If I am not working, I might not be able to gain so much experience and I may not have salaries for me to spend and it helped me to solved most of my problems. Giving piano lessons to the kids are not my major problem. I do not have the problems with the kids. There are still some circumstances that make me feel stress. I am absolutely tired, worn out, stressed, depressed and so on. Nothing really can describe my feelings for this moment. I hoped that everything will be back to normal ASAP. I had been begging Him for it but it seems like I am not sincere enough. I will try my best. Sorry, my mind wandered around a moment ago and I am not sure what I am trying to crap about. It might be due to the unsolved problem for 2 months plus. That really make me feel that way.

Well, forget about those rubbish up there. Did you wondered how was my English paper? It was freaking hard,man! I am not sure of what rubbish I crapped for the essay part and I screwed the comprehension part. It was so freaking hard. I do not even know kinda questions that they are trying to ask.. For example: "How did the author rephrase the main idea in the conclusion." It's my first time having such question in my exam paper. Yet, for now, I do not even want to bother over it now. It is over. All I could do is just to pray hard that this problem will be solved asap without worries. Hopefully everything will go back as usual. I just remembered. Today is Mother's Day. Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers on the Earth. May all of them be as healthy as always. To be very honest, I am not in any mood of saying or celebrating Mother's Day. It is because I am worried sick and I am using my actions to show how much I love my mom not by saying. 

Mom, I love you. I know I cannot do anything to help much but please get well soon! 

Ciaoz! See you when I am in a better mood, readers!

I am so sorry for showering my blog post with some kinda emo stuffs.
I will cheer up asap. :)