Ulala~~ Happy Chinese New Year!

7th of February 2013:

My Fitflop which I ordered finally arrives. *yeah* Same as my mom's one too. It came all the way from Scotland which my aunt bought there and asked her friend to bring back to Malaysia. :)

It a blue color! OMG* XD

8th of February 2013:
Finally, it's the last day of classes before Chinese New Year! Well, my friends and I went to sing K during the 3 hours break before our Economics class. Enjoy till the max with my besties, Ann and Yumi.
We sang crazily especially Yumi. She is too deep into the song.

 9th of February 2013:
The night before Chinese New Year (New Year eve). It's time for reunion dinner. My family and I went to my uncle's house at Taman Connaught, Cheras for dinner. The dishes looks very delicious and yummy. <3 First time having such a great dinner there. P.s. my aunt's cooking skill improved. ^^ Well, as usual my cousin played crazily with me again.

Dinner!

My look of the day!

 10th of February 2013:
The 1st day of Chinese New Year, Chu 1. Particularly a very boring Chinese New Year ever! I had never expect that this year will be so quiet and weird. Well, part of the reason might be my family andI cannot celebrate Chinese New Year because my dad's stepmother passed away last year. Never mind. The first day my aunt came to bai nian(visit) with us early in the morning. And then at the evening my uncle and his family came to my house for steamboat. Cellian Aunt and her family also joined us for the steamboat. It is a very plain and tiring day for me. I am settling everything in the kitchen by myself along with my mom's help. :)
GREATLY TIRED. No photos for this day cause I am just too busy and tired for it! :(

11th of February 2013:
2nd day of Chinese New Year consider as better day as we started to move to my relative house for a visit. The first place we went for that day is Susan aunt's house and next to my mom's brother's house which is my mom's eldest brother. I got a bad news. :/

Morning look at my aunt's house.

At night around 8 pm, my family and I, and also Hua Yi (my aunt also) went to Thean Hou Temple as we did not have much thing to do. There are quite a lot of people there. Even there are a lot of events there. We watched the martial arts from China. It was totally awesome and amazing! XD
Although this year cannot celebrate Chinese New Year but I am still enjoying it! :D

Thean Hou Temple/

Yet, this is the first time for me to try "cou qian". I do not know what it is called in English. It is some sort of asking something from the God. You will get some kinda advice or answer from Him. I never believe in such thing before but this time I cannot believe that it was so true. Finally, I understands why those adults believe that He exists.

Modern style of "Cou Qian"

Well, I asked for something. And there goes the reply from Him. Asking me to "Let the nature to take its own course". Sorry, I was seriously trying to do that for a very long time but I cannot do it. I am having a very serious problem and doubts got me so down for quite some time. I do not know what I am suppose to do to solve all my problems and doubts. I stayed strong for a very long time. Trying to be brave and I had taken too much courage to face all these. Now, since He asked me to let nature takes its own course. I had done everything. For this moment, all I have to do is wait patiently for things to come naturally. 

"Lead a comfortable and contented life. Your fate is pre-destined, so don't be too demanding in your quest for achievement."

Since I had been torturing my life like shit before this, I think it is time to loose the grip but not to hold too tight on it. It is not giving up but just don't hold too tight on the grip. To be very honest, I am rather not feeling so good after I got these answers. Well, just like it says my fate is pre-destined so no point worrying so much. It's all the things that I had been telling myself for all the time, forget? I think I really forget about it. 

Words are easily being spoken, but action are rather hard to be done.

The night that I seriously could not smile.

A day which gives me too much questions and doubts. Everything squeezed up to me at once and out of a sudden I felt so stress. I almost cried that day. In the end, it did not succeed to fall on my cheeks. :D

"Let nature take its own course."