Tense smile

My absence of blogging. I am so sorry to my dear readers. I was away for a few days leaving my blog empty without posting anything. Actually, I am so busy dealing with stuffs. Sounds like I am so busy right? Actually not. I am being lazy. Absent minded all the times. I wonder why.. 

Well, as you knows I am having trial exam(piano) on last friday. The results is out. Asking me my marks?

I could only tell you that it did not really come out well. I am not satisfied. I am giving much and much pressure to myself but I still cannot play it well. I just passed only. Feeling so disappointed. I am trying to cheer myself up. More efforts should be put in it. I wonder how can I avoid from Absent minded. I always have absent minded when I am playing piano. In the end it does not comes out well.

Yet, I have to face my studies too. Having small tests. It seem like a trend for these few weeks.. I bet coming is going to be assignments. I am so afraid that I will abandon either one. These really makes me sick. 

I think I will be away from blog until 20th July unless there are any exceptional. 

People says when a person give you a smile it warms ones heart.

Sometimes, I really wants my own dreamland. 

A land which is peace without anyone except me,

and there is a grand piano in the middle of the land.

I am playing piano in a cloudy land.

Is it called heaven?